Time is constantly moving, every second that passes enables me to see how much my life has changed from the moment I was born up to now when I am writing all this down, my page of memory. 
I look back on all the bygones I've gone through. Some of them make me unknowingly burst into tears while some make me happy and smile :) I also sob sometimes when I think about them until I have no more tears to cry; my nose is red and runny, my eyes blur till that I can hardly open them. I’m a sensitive and emotional girl, this is my nature.
I cry not becuz I feel pity or regret for any of my pasts, but instead its becuz I am surprise and proud of the potential strength of my heart and soul, its the tears of pride and happiness. I've defeat many obstacles of my life, and I can say even this is just the begining of my journey, but I feel like I've learnt a lot so far. Everyday, I say hello and goodbye to the world, I get up and go to bed, I smile and cry, Hey guys I'm feeling like I was just playing and running around as a kid yesterday, Mom and Grandma used to spank me countlessly becuz I was the naughtiest kid ever. I used to bite all the poor innocent kids I met, and made made those peer kids cried. How cruel! But look!!! I am a big gal right now, a year one freshman in college, and sooner later, I'll become a lady, and then a grandma, and then wat? lolz... Oh my God! Time does flies, don't u think so? The time is constantly moving, so where am I right now? No doubt, I am running after the time, and sometimes, I give up and start crying becuz the time runs faster than me! T_T
Oh well, my good and bad memories! It’s been a wonderful experience I've got... I'm more than pleased to tenderly wrap you up and store in my heart and my soul till my final moments.
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Tick; Tick; Tick;
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Hey Barbie! I thought you said big girl dont cry the other day eh? Well I can tell that you are the type of emotional but try to cry less, crying might solve problemes sometimes but people dont just cry over simple thing right? Oh, long time ago i was looking for a girl who bite me when i was only trying to eat her icecream, was that you? :P
A little Barbie Strawberry girl!
Barbie, how old are you now? Well, bitng others was really so .........
"I'll become a lady, and then a grandma..." going too fast there! you will have to be a mother first before you can be a grandma ;)
Time sure flies, I feel that it wasn't long ago that I was just a child playing hide and seek with my best buddies...but look at where things are now, I've left my childhood friends; besides my good guy friend I don't know what has happened to the rest of them. My guess, most would have been married with 1 or 2 kids. I miss them, I miss being a child, miss having not to carry any responsibilities of an adult. BUT that's life! one has no choice but to move on with time.
Good post, Barbie.
18? Penh kramom? hehehhehee
time keeps ticking away, and we keep doing whatever things we need to too, so one day we wake up in the morning and then we'll realise that we have not spent our time wisely...
Reading your post really reminds me of my old days as a kid. you know there are times when i wish i could turn back the hands of time so that i could go back to those moments when we were actually free from worries, frustration and all the difficulties in life we must face as a matured person. As innocent as we were, running and playing in the rain, sometimes naked, opps!!!!( yeah i mean when i was really really young),we sought for nothing but FUN. you know sometimes when m on the streets, seeing those kids playing in the rain or running around, i always smile to myself, and for a moment the memory really brings me back to the happy and joyful childhood.
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