Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if…
- I never meet you
If...
- I never know you
If...
- you never be here...
Perhaps my life would still be the same? Would your existence make a difference to my life? Would I still have what I have now? I ask myself a lot of questions just to get one answer, but it just never will show.
Maybe God makes me meet you for a reason; be it good or bad, I am glad to have known you, and I am grateful to have you in my life…
However, there are times when I “hate” you so much wishing that I’ve never known you at all. I remember you used to ask me why is that I despise you this much, but my response to your "why" question was "someday you'll know"..... you'll know that:
- I hate you because you are so important in my life…
- I hate you because you have a strong position in my heart…
- I hate you because you always pop up on my mind when I actually try not to think about you,
- I hate you because you have the magic to make me smile in joys or even to weep in pain…
Yes… I hate you for a lot of reasons… but perhaps you don’t know that at the same time I utter this harsh “I hate you” statement, my heart actually voices out the word “I love you” to you…
