A Glass of Water

I'm getting seriously amazed, scared, or even utterly fed up about wats going on with the world right now :( Many people are even worse than devils who unreasonably filled their hearts and souls with excessive greed, anger, envy, detestation, and many more dreadful sakes. Those minority devils are turning this wonderful world into a terrified place to live in.


Believe it or not? A young talented lady was found dead very recently becuz she was served with a glass of water, which was a mixture of drinking water and air conditioning chemicals, everyday at her workplace by that kind of evil I mentioned earlier!!! You know? She's a satisfactorily efficient and motivated staff, and became a rising star at her workplace, and just to find out in the end that she was poisoned to death very peacefully. That air conditioning substance didn't kill her right away, and she just got sick at first. Her unreasonable sickness got worse and worse... 2 years later that poor innocent gal passed away. Plus, she was only 29 years old and only married for 2 years!

( sigh ) I don't know wat to say though, cuz I thought this kind of thing only exists in Chinese movies, esp with Chinese dynasty. Never have I thought this could neccessarily happens in today's world. I really wanna know wat kind of heart that devil got? Seeing one dying gradually is a real tragedy.

We'd better be more careful then, cuz those who are being nice to us might inturn bring disasters.

Self-Reasurrance

Last night, I was trying to turn in earlier than usual, but I have no idea why I was more than wide awake until dawn. Sleeping surprisinlgy turned to be sth very deperate even music, my very best companion, couldn't do anything for help. I actually didn't wanna hurt my head thinking about the imperfections in my journey of life, cuz the more I try to think about it, the more complicated it becomes.

There were various questions popped up in my head, and up to now, I still can't find the exact and reasonable answers correspond to those tough questions yet. I sometimes thought to myself that why all the dreadful and unexpected things keep happening, and how come, I can't even have chance to get wat we truely wish for? Why being alive is this hard? Would it be great if I was not here in this world? Is it morally right that everything happens for a reason? Can I escape from it? ...(sigh) You see? Even we do know that asking ourselves this kind of questions is just some kind of making life even more dull, bitter, and utterly poinless, but we just can't take off our minds not to think about it. Whewwww.....

Oh well, nth can be done to fix every single imperfection, so why not let it go, and keep going no matter wat. All these things might sometimes seem horrible, painful, and unfair to us, but when we successfully over come them, we will see how potential our will and our heart is. :)

"Winners never quit, quitters never win"
"Giving up doesn't mean we are weak, but sometimes we are strong enough to let go"
If you have to choose between these 2 quotes, which one sounds better to you?

H@PPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

When you was with me:
- We argued for the heck of borrowing but not returning each other's stuffs.
- We fought for the remote control almost everyday.
- You made me cried and laughed at the same time.
- You tried to listen and to understand even when I was not making sense.
- You laughed at my jokes even its not literally hilarious.

Sis, for everything that you are, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH INDEED. You are out of our sights, but you have never ever got out of our minds. Just want you to know that I haven't got scold for awhile, and I do miss it.

Home is not the same without YOU!!!
Hurry Home!!! We miss and love you with all our hearts :) XOXOXOXO
Have a wonderful and sparkling BIRTHDAY!!! * Hugs *

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus

"Women simply do not just accept the truth that they are being loved by us. They want us to go to extraordinary lengths to show that we love them. Maybe gals who are reading this comment out there should really take what i have just uttered into your consideration for the sake of your healthy and long-lasting relationship".

Well,I just got back from P.M.'s blog this evening, and I also bring the original comment from one of the blogger along as well. I've got to admit that I honestly don't mean to attack or to defend anyone, but the above issue of misunderstanding in maintaining relationship has really got under my skin for long, and when I accidentally ran into the comment up there on P.M.'s blog, I therefore can hardly afford not to talk about it.

It's true dat MEN & WOMEN are totally different both mental and physical, as can be seen from the title above " Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus". This implies that we derive from 2 totally different planets. However, without understanding that men and women are supposed to be different, its is indeed a temptation to think to urself dat men shoudn't be "that way" or women shouldn't react "that way". Men & women can be the same in some cases, but not literally all the time.

A guy expects a girl to be more like him, and so does a girl. [quote] "Most men have little awareness of how crucial it is to a woman to feel supported by someones who cares. Women are happy when they believe thier needs will be met. When a women is upset, overwhelmed, confused, exhausted, or hopeless all she needs the most is simple companionship. She really needs to feel she is not on her own in this world, she needs to feel CONSTANTLY loved and cherished."[quote]

[quote]"Empathy, understanding, validation, and compassion go a long way to assist her in becoming more receptive and appreciative of his support. Men don't realize this becuz their instincts tell them its best to be alone when they are upset, out of respect he will leave her alone, and he thinks he can make matter worse by trying to keep reassure her. He does not instinctively realize how very important of closeness, intimacy, and sharing are to her. What she needs most is just someone to listen and to be right beside her not to let her fall."[quote]

Becuz women keep demanding to be loved and cared from the men, he then find it ridiculous cuz he has nth to give her more, he does love her dearly, he's done the best he can to prove that he luvs her terribly, but why she keeps asking his special care and attention from time to time??? Oh man!!! The perfect answer to this question is WE ARE DIFFERENT!There's a lot more men and women should learn from each other, and if you really wanna find out more how different we are, you can go and get yourself the best-selling guide book with the title given above. Its too much to be pointed out here. I'm sure you gonna feel amazed cuz wat you read in the book is like you're reading about wat you truly are. Its all about you...

Credited to Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus :)

Answer to the Riddle

I don't think I should let you all wait for the answer to the previous riddle any longer, so tell me, are you ready to find out who exactly that someone is?

Alright, there are 2 answers noticably corresponded to my riddle, since Vandy obviously intended to get it wrong. No problem, Vandy(^,^). My very first glance over ur comment, you already put a smile on my face. You're so hilarious, I can say that. Thks for taking part in solving this riddle with us lah...(^,^)

"That someone must be you, your own reflection, Barbie or maybe your best of the best friend," this is wat the rest of you answered. Hmmmm...... congratulationsssss!!! Among these 2 responses, one of them is the answer I've been looking for(^,^).

Well, I said I hated Mondays, and that someone also hates Mondays either. Also, that someone get identical taste of wearing the same clothes in exactly the same color. This may happen with me and ma own reflection. However, even I like eating a lot, but I don't think I can manage to devour the whole pizza in 15 mins, to gossip about blah blah blah, and to talk on the phone for 2 hours ALONE!!! Hee Hee, Sister Kalyan, Vattey, Vendy, if Barbie really do those kinds of things on ma own with no company, Wahh Wahh Wahhh..... I'm afraid you 3 wouldn't see Barbie anymore, cuz the thing is Barbie reached the peak of being insane talking on the phone alone!!!! Hahh Hhahh I can't even afford to imagine wat to do if that unfortunately happened to me.

So, that someone in this riddle is obviously not my own reflection, or someone unreal, but my very best of the best friend. I'm pretty sure that some of these things might occasionally happen with you and your friend either not only with me. I'm I right? Heh Heh, Vattey!!! You got it right lah even with 2 attempts lah...

Who That Someone Is?

Solve this riddle, and you have a chance to win absolutely nth, just for fun lah, cuz even if I have the give away, you gonna say, Whewwww this is an easy riddle, Barbie!!!!! Are you looking down on me??? (^,^). Alright, here is the riddle:

-When you said " I hate Mondays!!!!!! Mondays are no good!!!!!", suddenly you heard someone repeated ur previous complain back at once that " So, do I, I hate Mondays!!!! Mondays are Ugh Blech "
-That someone has the same taste in clothes, and one day, you ran into each other face 2 face when you and that someone are wearing the same clothes and of course in the same color. You then said " Hey, thats my color!" " No, its my color either, COOL, isn't it? "
-You and that someone love to gossip about Blah Blah Blah
-You and that somone can talk on the phone about absolutely nothing for 2 hours!!!
-You and that someone can DEVOUR the WHOLE PIZZA in 15 mins!!! ( Chomp Munch Scarf Yum Yum )
You and that someone enjoy watching old-sit com reruns together
-You and that someone think about exactly the same thing, and say it out at the same time!!!
-When that someone give u a depressed look, you then appear to have the sad feeling inside of you with no specific reasons. The thing is you and that someone are bond-together.

So, are you able to determine who that someone is? Its an easy riddle, isn't it?

The Maze of Life

I personally find my life as a puzzle with many pieces in it. A puzzle won't be completed again if you unknowingly lose any one of it. Its definitely true that we don't know wat we've got until we lose it. ( sigh ) From Valentine's Day, I appear to realize I've lost sth very important to me. Don't get me wrong, guys! I'm not neccessarily focus on serious relationship, but Oh My! I'm in doubt wat I've lost myself. Could you help me to find wat I've lost? I can't believe a smiley happy Barbie as always can be lost in a MAZE!!! Hope there might be any of you could help me to figure out wat I've lost. Otherwise, just keep this post as another memory of my journey of life. I'm I right?

Let me start then. (Sigh) Well, when I was in senior high school, I had a best of the best friend, and I got along very well with her. Everywhere I go, you'd see my friend there either. I remember, one day she got sick, and she couldn't come to class as normal. I was all alone even there were lots of students in my class. I didn't feel literally right, I was so worried, I wanted to go and see how my dear frind was doing now. All in all, I felt more than blank till I can find no words to describe how I felt at all.

Time passed by, nth can last forever, the joyful pause I got just faded away becuz we had to go to different colleges which is somewhere we individually deserve. Up to now, I still keep in touch with my best friend occasionally on the phone or by texting each other, but it seems like we're constantly getting far from day to day. I'll try the best I can to maintain this precious freindship as long as it could be. Hopefully, I can do it.

Let me go on, anyway. Recently, with another new step of my journey of life at college, I also found another best friend who serves some sorts of unique personality, and I know at once that she is meant to be here in my life. However, I am just wondering why I can manage not to love her TOO MUCH like I did when I was in senior high??? She took a day off today for V-day with her family, I did feel alone, but not as dreadful as when I was younger. Or is it becuz I am now becoming a big gal and getting wiser with life??? Oh man!!! The more I try to think about the bottom line, the more complicated and frustrated I get. I shouldn't have hurt my head thinking too much all these things, should I? Eveything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. So, yeah, let wait and see why all these things happen??? Wat for??? Wat the reasons to make all these things happen???

H@PPY Valentine's Day!!!!!

Friends are the greatest,

Freind are heart to heart talks, and remember when stories

friends believe in you when you cease to believe in urself,

V-day isn't just about couple and romamnce,
Its about FRIENDS and SHARING and yes its also about LETTING the people you care about know how special they are in ur life...(^,^).

Have you said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to those special people yet??? As for me..., I DID IT!!! I'm more than happy seeing people I care alot for HAPPY & SMILE!!!

May you showers with love on this wonderful V-day!!! (^,^) Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!!

Back to Normal

3 days off for Chinese New Year went by real fast!!! Time does flies for those who rejoice, doesn't it? Wat else on earth we wish to get, esp for those who've been freaking busy at schools or at workplaces like us???


During CNY holiday, I got no more lectures, quizzes, or progress tests, but just peacefully relax maself at home, listened to music, downloaded some more new songs, surf around, visited you guys'blogs, and yeah, hanged out with ma family.(^,^) Even I got suffer from tooth ached these last couple of days, but well, I would say I had a fantastic holidays!!! Wish it could last for longer, but weekdays coming up again, which means I'll have to do battle with my life as a uni student again either.

In fact, I got loads of homework and assignment as a gift for Chinese New Year, but as you can easily see, I am still here doing nth.(^,^)Ha Ha.. I always do things at the last minute (^,^) This is ma very unique personality you can hardly afford to mimick me lah(^,^).


You know wat? ma lecturers keep telling me to read at least 5 books a month to be satisfactorily wise and qualified freshman!!!! But I'm not doing it!!!! Pretty embarrassing!!! Or is it becuz I'm instintively smart as ma zodiac year is Dolphin???(^,^) Come on! get rid off it, and be well prepared. Hee Hee Okie Dokie! I'll gim maself a try, but I hav no idea if it will effectively work with me or not.

Ooopsss, I am going insane guys! I was talking alone!!!! I'd better end this up. Otherwise, I'll reach the peak of being nutsssssss!!!! You can't bear having a crazy friend, can you?

My Fault!!!

The happy smiley tooth on the right is yours, and the one on the left is undoutedbly mine. :-( I had a cavity and my tooth's been aching me these last couple of days. Poor me!!! Wahhhh Waaahh ( crying and sobbing )

Its actually my fault anyway. You know wat, last week both of my sisters all went to see the dentist together, and ma mom also urged me to check my teeth if I get cavity or sth. At that time, my teeth was perfectly fine, and most importantly I got lazy and scared to see the dentist. My very first and last time I saw him, my tooth was about to do the root canal, but I refused not to do so, cuz its damn hurt!!!!! I can't bear with it!!!!

I then tried to run away from him, but not for long guys, I have to go and see him after Chinese New Year with no exception!!! Otherwise, I won't be able to be a happy Barbie anymore. This time, I assume, I gonna have to do the root canal, cuz he said if a tooth ached, it was DOOMED, no matter how small the cavity is, and yeah, my tooth got doomed!!! OH My God!!! ( Wah Wahh ...)

Well, I would have seen him on Wednesday, but unfortunately it was the first day of CNY, so I have to wait in pain till I can see him after CNY... Oh man, this shouldn't have happened to me... Wat a good luck I have! Its definitely my fault!!!! I thought I could escape from being suffered from the pain, but now, its even worse!!! In general, we shoud check our teeth every 6months, but I'm not doing so, and thats the reason why I have to suffer from it.
I miss you dentist... I wanna go and see you now....

So, I hope your teeth is smiling not crying like mine...

Good Luck,

When You Believe

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe...

Well, following the famously performed of Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston in 1998, Leon Jackson got the male version in December, 2007, just 3 months ago, and it was the Chrismas number one favorite. I just heard the song very recently, and I personally found the lyrics absolutely inspiring, and the beat is kinda nice.

So yeah, I'm sharing this with you guys just the simple slides make it load faster for sure... Hopefully you like it (^,^)In fact, the gal version sounds good to me, but there're only in videos clip which takes time to download, so I can only get the male version for you all. Listen up:

Male Version-Leon Jackson

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!!

I wish I could read wat these gal and boy said. Unfortunately, I don't speak Chinese(T-T) Its ok anyway, I can still guess wat they wanna say. I think they said Kong Si Fa Cai which means Happy New Year!!! I'm I right??? Ha Ha....
So I do hope you all will have an another wonderful time on Chinese New Year! Well hey, shall I plus one more year to my age? Hmmm.... Nah, I don't think I should, lol... Wat for I have to make myself older? Hee Hee... I wanna be a big kid for longer. Forever young(^,^)!!!

By the way, I've been looking real hard for Hang Bao, but haven't got one so far. When I was a lil gal, I always became rich after CNY!!! Poor me now! But thats ok, no big deal. I'm sure I gonna get some this year at least from ma mom lah.(^,^)


Ok, enjoys and have fun everyone(^,^)

A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
when you’re fast asleep.
In dreams you will lose your heartaches,
whatever you wish for you keep.
Have faith in your dreams and someday,
your rainbow will come smiling through.
No matter how your heart is grieving,
if you keep on believing...,
the dream that you wish will come true........

Disney princesses and Barbie irrevocably deserve a special place in my heart. Last night, I was literally wide awake, so I just kept surfing the net, when suddenly, I missed the song called "You Just Like Me" from Barbie as Princess and the Pauper terribly, I therefore decided to listen to that song clip at once on Youtube.

I would say, it was a superb coincidence cuz I also viewed the song clip from Disney Cinderella as well. I was just like, OH MY GOD!!!, Cinderella is the princess in my heart, but how come, I have absolutely no idea that she has such a meaningful song ever??????? Well, not bad anyway, its probably becuz I was just a little gal at that time, and I didn't pay much attention on the meaning of her song, or sth. So yeah, i share all of you her wonderful song, and I do hope this will give a smile on ur face, and lighten up ur day, believing in your dream from the deep of your heart.

Love,
Barbie