The Maze of Life

I personally find my life as a puzzle with many pieces in it. A puzzle won't be completed again if you unknowingly lose any one of it. Its definitely true that we don't know wat we've got until we lose it. ( sigh ) From Valentine's Day, I appear to realize I've lost sth very important to me. Don't get me wrong, guys! I'm not neccessarily focus on serious relationship, but Oh My! I'm in doubt wat I've lost myself. Could you help me to find wat I've lost? I can't believe a smiley happy Barbie as always can be lost in a MAZE!!! Hope there might be any of you could help me to figure out wat I've lost. Otherwise, just keep this post as another memory of my journey of life. I'm I right?

Let me start then. (Sigh) Well, when I was in senior high school, I had a best of the best friend, and I got along very well with her. Everywhere I go, you'd see my friend there either. I remember, one day she got sick, and she couldn't come to class as normal. I was all alone even there were lots of students in my class. I didn't feel literally right, I was so worried, I wanted to go and see how my dear frind was doing now. All in all, I felt more than blank till I can find no words to describe how I felt at all.

Time passed by, nth can last forever, the joyful pause I got just faded away becuz we had to go to different colleges which is somewhere we individually deserve. Up to now, I still keep in touch with my best friend occasionally on the phone or by texting each other, but it seems like we're constantly getting far from day to day. I'll try the best I can to maintain this precious freindship as long as it could be. Hopefully, I can do it.

Let me go on, anyway. Recently, with another new step of my journey of life at college, I also found another best friend who serves some sorts of unique personality, and I know at once that she is meant to be here in my life. However, I am just wondering why I can manage not to love her TOO MUCH like I did when I was in senior high??? She took a day off today for V-day with her family, I did feel alone, but not as dreadful as when I was younger. Or is it becuz I am now becoming a big gal and getting wiser with life??? Oh man!!! The more I try to think about the bottom line, the more complicated and frustrated I get. I shouldn't have hurt my head thinking too much all these things, should I? Eveything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. So, yeah, let wait and see why all these things happen??? Wat for??? Wat the reasons to make all these things happen???