I'm on My Way...

When I wonder where I am
When I wonder why I take these chances
I try to breathe
I say to me, ""believe"
And whatever comes, it's okay

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find that place

"People say that I'm naive
'Cause I'm trusting and my heart is open
But I won't hide
I'm here to find who I am
And whatever comes is what's right

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find "that place

I'll keep dreamin'
Til I get there
I'll be free
So goodbye to yesterday
I'm giving what it takes

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm on my way...
It could take forever
(And everything could change)
It could change today
'Cause I'm on my way
To find that place

Ran? dom! dom! dom! >,<

+ Somenights I dream, somenights I can't put myself to sleep at all,
Somenights I fly, and somenights I fall...

+ Every night, I always wish upon a big bright shininy star, just for another "once upon a time..." *yes! a once upon a time...*

+ Just so I said I believe in "miracle", people would utter I am an insane, but I do not mind at all, for all that I know that "my dream is to come true...", and I never lose hope in my dream...

+ Alone at night I whisper, thinking that no one can hear me at all... but deep down inside my heart, I know that my fairy godmoter is watching over me...* Oh, is this true? >,< * Yes, of course, it is!

+ I close my eyes feeling myself floating above the rainbow clouds... yes, I'm on the way to my Fairytopia Diamond Castle!

+ I've always liked the ocean... where the blue crystal clear water meets the grey horizon... It's like the whole new world, space and vast, of some undiscover shore... Sometimes, I feel like I want to swim away, to somewhere unknown,but I just don't know how...

+ " I close my eyes feeling myself fly a thousand miles away... I could take the flight, but my conscience tells me to stay... "

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*duh! I am night dreaming, too sentimental, man! >,<*

Composed by over dramatic Princess Barbie >,<

The one in blue is sincerely credited to Barbie song, entitled, "Fly"

I Hate This! >,<

Yes, I'd had a really hard time with my college till that I didn't have any time left to enjoy myself. Thanks God that finally I got most of my lousy assignments done, and I don't have to burn my mid-night oil [ *mid night oil? It's all electricity now! Duh!*] doing those works. >,<

Somehow, I still cannot see the significance of working as a "team" while I ended up doing most part of the world "alone" >,< So why would I need to have a "group" assignments?

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"i know you all come to this prestigious school to "learn"
"to this end, we are going to work on this assignment together. in the "real" world everything is done as a team. there is no such thing as "I" in a "TEAM"

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+ "A good leader knows how to assign the tasks to those she leads."
+ "a good leader knows how to talk without offending those she leads."

"so when you review them together, suggest changes to them"
"that way they feel like they are part of the group, and their opinions matter"

- [but they never seem to care, brother! so what? I wonder what would they do if I were not in the group? >,< I bet they could still summit it on time, but life is just being a joke to me, you know. No matter what, when group assignments come, I am the one to "suffer" >,< ]

+ "poor leader then.
- "I guess yes :-S "
+ "in the real world, you'll end up spending days and nights doing someone else's job."
- "sigh..."

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Well, I do not mind whatever they do, I just want to complain to myself, to my diary? to anyone who happen to read my complaint? wait a minute! I don't think anyone would be reading this since my blog is like a smelly corpse without a single update for the "whole" month!

Enough! >,<

For All That I Know

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep...

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbows will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true...

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're feeling small
Alone in the night you whisper
Thinking no one can hear you at all

You wake with the morning sunlight
To find fortune that is smiling on you
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow
For all you know, tomorrow
The dream that you wish will come... true...

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The songs caught your attention drawing your inspiration to its extreme. You listen to it as if you've never heard it before while,in fact, it is the the song to be found from you most favorite fairy tale movie ever since now... and then... =)

There is something special about fairy tale, don't you think? and yeah, this is probably part of the reason why I am into fairy tale this much.

I'm awake still in the middle of the night... the gentle cold breeze blows against my sensitive body... It is raining cats and dogs outside with occasional threatening crawling thunder =) Well, Lots of thing come across my mind at this point of time... , *updated* but well, nth in particular :) Just listen to the rythm of the falling rain, and feel like writing something for fun ^ ^ feeling so cool and very sentimental, meh :P *Princess Levian, this makes more sense, doesn't it? *beating eyelashes* :P *

More Than a Dream...

" I've always dreamed
That my life could be
Like a fairy-tale
A perfect fantasy...

Every day a new adventure...
On some undiscovered shore
Was it nothing more
Than a dream?

Then one magic night
With a single dance
I found more than just a storybook romance
And for once my life was perfect
[...]
And it was so much more than a dream...
So much more than a dream...

I could say it never happened
Just a dream from the start
But then
I'd live my life
With a broken heart...

[...]
If there's any chance to set things right
I've simply got to try
So I'll trust my heart
What else can I do?

I can't live in dreams
If my dreams are to come true
There's a better life that's waiting...
Past the mountains I must climb
I will take a chance on life
to get my once upon a time...

Oh, I want so much more
So much more...
Than a dream......"

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There's a small phrase mentioned in the Perfect Horoscope about me which I came across the other day. It goes like " She expects a lot and nearly too much lol... Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer lol..."

To me right now,

+ I don't know what I truly wanna be,
+ I don't know where my passion goes,
but I DO know that I don't wanna be misguided by any unrealistic thingys =,=

How much I wish I could stop dreaming =,= but I can never do it =,= and which is why my dream is to be continued... =|

Hourglass

"Life is just like an hourglass. There are thousands of grains of sand in the top of the sandglass, and they all pass slowly and evenly through the narrow neck in the middle. Nothing you or I could do would make more than one grain of sand pass through this narrow neck without impairing the hourglass.

You and I and everyone else are like this hourglass. When we get up in the morning, there are hundreds of tasks which we feel like we must accomplish that day, but if we do not take them one at a time, and let them pass through the day slowly and evenly as the sandglass does, then we are bound to break our own physical and mental structure."


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I know it's been awhile since I last posted something up on both pages of mine. Nothing has happened to me anyway. I just don't feel like blogging at all these last few days, but this is just a once in awhile feeling. My mood just keep running in a random notions lol... Unpredictable =) This is Barbie, you know? :P

BTW, the italic part is one of my inspiring quote which I came across the other day from the phylosophy book of mine. Honestly speaking, I just want to remind myself how the sandglass works =) but well, perhaps, some of you might somehow find it interesting as I do =)

Have a good day,

Always More...

Fairy tale songs for kids, but see how beautiful and darn meaningful it is? And it's true, you know =)

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Everybody is born to care, it's something we were ment to share, not to keep to ourselves all alone
If we make room for someone new, doesn't mean that there's less for you
Only means that our circle has grown

Love knows, love grows, bigger than before
In your heart, there's always more
It's magic, the more you give it away
The more love, comes back to you, everyday

You are my Pika and I am your Rose
Always forever wherever we go
So love knows, love grows bigger than before
In your heart, there's always more...
Always more...

This Is Me

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

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Sincerely credited to Princess Ellena!!! Again! Thank you so much, Princess for sharing!*hug*

Mei Mei's Inspiring Bug Bunnies

I wish I could twist back the time, but I myself could tell that I can never do it, and which is why I have to move on, and start from here...


Don't know what to say here... dot dot dot =)


Lose the pride to the one I love is better than lose the one i love because of my pride... this is meaningful! Won't deny this! Okay, I'll try to be more reasonable! Egos! Egos! Get out of my way! You're such a troublesome relationship destruction!


I do agree with you cutie bug bunny! There're not many people whom I love, and love me in return. Those people are something real and rare! Once I lose them, there's a slim chance to have them back to complete my jigsaw of life :)


Is that true with people saying that " everything happens for a reason "??? Perhaps yes =) Perhaps no =) So just wait and see Barbie =)


Don't linger on the bumpy road for so long Princess Barbie! Move on! Go! Go!


#1: Free my heart from hatred? Sure, I can do it =) Which mean fill my heart with love <3 I'm I right?

#2: Free my mind from worries? Sometimes I can, but at the same time I can't. I get scared at stupid things, kinda funny lol... Ok, Okay, I'll try anyway. How well? I can prove it! (^_^)

#3: Live simply? Ermm... Do I need a simple life to live? I don't know... Maybe yes, maybe no? What about you?

#4: Give more? I'm I doing it? It seems like I am expecting more than giving lol...

#5: Expect less? I always crave for more and more! Gosh! I don't understand, and I am tired of it either.

So all in all, do you think I am a happy princess? lol... Most of my friends said they rarely see me frowning ^ ^ lol... is that true? I'm not gonna tell you heh heh ^ ^

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All of these inspiring quotes are sincerely credited to my Princess Sister Mei Mei. Thank you so much for sharing this =) *hug*

Fantasy ^ ^

Real life's gone, now it's time for fantasy world (^,^) I took another related personality quiz with the previous post, and the result is just right here... *wink wink*

Out of This World

Right now you are craving to free yourself from this world’s confines and travel someplace far and away. You find this world interesting but un-comparable to another world you often dream about. You have a creative nature and imagination that you strive to express. You are going to feel fulfilled when you find the extraordinary and significant in this world that few ever have.

Out of this world? Ermm.... Quite right... because I've always wished to see what fairy topia world is like...

Isn't that hilarious craving to get out of this extraordinarily glamour world? Hah Ha... Kind of weird lol... That's why I just can't help not to giggle to myself while reading along my result (^,^)

So yeah! I honestly thirst to know if there is anyone out there craving to get out of this world with me? :P You know what? I get allergic to any kind of lonliness, so heh heh... me waiting for a great companion. Shall I bribe you with a box of chocolate? ^ ^

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By the way, have any of you watched Barbie Mariposa and Her Butterfly Fairy Friends yet? In that movie, Barbie Mariposa really likes gazing at the twinkly stars pondering where exactly she belongs. <3 I wish I could be with her and looked at the stars together...I really wish that all of them did exist..., so that I could probably be their best of the best friend.(^,^) Ewww... :( but...princesses are unlikely to hang around with an oridinary girl like me though :( *Sob Sob*

Hey! Tell me! Which one is your favorite? ^_^ Mine is princess Belle, followed by Cinderella ^ ^ What about yours?

Take a glance at this shot! Nice??? ^ ^ This one looks a lot like my fairy kingdom? Your kingdom??? lol... That is stupid! *blushing*

This amazing photo is sincerely credited to Siang Siang ^ ^ Thanks for sharing this, I love it loadsssss!!!!

Forget Vs Remember

Forget about those dull and overcast sky,
But don't forget the time spent in the sun;

Forget the silly mistakes that could be undone,
But don't forget what the joys of life has stored for you.

Forget about the misfortunes you've aimlessly encountered
But don't forget your lucks have arised around the bend;

Forget the time you fell and were defeated,
But don't forget how much life's lessons you've learnt;

Forget about your past broken relationship;
But don't forget the ones that love you unconditionally today;

Forget things that have been out of reach,
But don't forget the great victories you've gained;

Well, it's great to forget the bitter pasts, so that we have courage to move on, but somehow, it worths to remember rather than trying to forget. Life has occassionally been a joke to us, we forget what we want to remember, and we remember what we want to forget. This has posted the very underlying question when we fail to remember the healthiest and happiest moments of our lives, and why we, in turn, tend to remember in vivid image of our most suppressed and painful moments?

Someone's Watching Over Me

I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away...

But something pulled me back
Voice of reason I forgot I had

All I know is
You're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No, I won't breakdown
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
And when I'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

I've seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time...
I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere its taking me...

All I know is
Yesterday is gone...
Right now I belong
To this moment
To my dreams...

It doesn't matter what people say
And It doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll find
It only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart.

Stay The Same

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself,
you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,'cause there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

I really luv this song guys! My Brother sent it to me the other day, and any songs I luv, I gonna play it all day. Actually, Joey is the artist, but I somehow feel like this is my Brother singing, encouraging me to be morally strong, and to be proud of being myself.

He's the only one that I can turn to whenver I am in trouble, depressed, isolated and need someone to talk to. He always cheers me up and help me get back to my feet.

"Don't worry, I always have your back, Sis." That's wat he always reassures me. Plus, he's a good listener, and I always share my everyday thoughts and feelings with him. He made my life at this point the happiest it could be. I'm so proud of myself having him as my Brother. I love my Brother so much guys! :( and I miss him too. Oh well, thats enough you hopeless emotional girl!!!

So, by the way guys, I personally find it very inspiring, don't u think so? I assume some would say Yes, Barbie, I love it, its indeed very inspiring, while others would say, wat a song you got for us! Sounds pretty annoying like the bee singing to my ears! (^,^) Lolz... Just wanna share you all lah, cuz some of you might not literally satisfy with the way you are right now, I myself should also be included :P Heh Heh...

Exceptional

You're beautiful but you don't know
Can't see whats there inside your soul
Always feelin like you're not good enough
You wish you could be someone else
Sometimes you just can't see yourself
But I can see just who you are, who you are.

You're exceptional the way you are
Dont need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

You'd never think you'd measure up
Never smart or cool, or pretty enough
Always feeling different from all the rest, oh
You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in
I think you're perfect in the skin you're in
You're just perfect just how you are, just how you are

If you could see the one I see when I see you
You'd know how lucky you are to be you
I see through into you