I Think I Know

I happened to read one random article entitled "The Tyranny of Choice" by Barry Schwartz a few days ago. He illustrates how choice overload can lead to uncertainty, anxiety, and perhaps depression. Having more choices are essentially good for those who know exactly what they want, and therefore, having more alternatives is indeed a bless. However, ones still have to spend a great deal amount of time balancing all the pluses and minuses before making their ultimate decision in order to make a good informed decision.

He further divided human's behavior into two different categories, the maximizer and the satisficer. The maximizers yearn for the best out of every decision they made while the satisficers aim for just "good enough", and once they have found what they were seeking for, they would stop looking. The maximizers, on the other hand, feel the need to spend longer time deciding, yet mostly ended up feeling unsatisfied of the decision they made. They have the higher tendency to regret what they chose, and always come up with the thought of "what if?"

We all have to make decisions at one point in life or another, ranging from trivial matters to a crucial life changing ones. We had to choose variety of items to purchase at the stores, be it foods, beverages, clothes, accessories, or perhaps a birthday gift for someone, you name it. We walk from aisle to aisle, stores to stores, and ended up getting something or nothing at all. There are just too many things for us to choose from which has somehow made shopping more difficult and more time consuming than it was before. In fact, choice overwhelming does not just arise at the mall, but almost in every aspect of our lives including future career, friendship, romance- something like which degree should I pursue, What types of friends do I wish to hang around with, who will become my Prince Charming, and would he be the one?

I guess I am a maximizer after all. I always aim for the best, and later feel disappointed when I cannot live up to my own expectation. Maybe i should come up with some sort of boundary like having my ultimate goal set, create a specific and acceptable requirement or standard, and stop looking back on bygones once it has past. I shouldn't be spending as much of my time getting frustrated at little things, not wasting 1 hours just to pick what clothes to wear to the party, 3 hours just to pick one small topic for Language Arts Oral Report, 5 hours or perhaps my whole day just to shop for clothes, and forever just to choose what topic I should write about for my History term paper.

I meant, I don't have all the time in the world to do all these, especially when it comes to something like shopping, clothing, and stuffs. Yes, I need to prioritize what is more important to my life, and what is less. I need to have the ability to distinguish what matters, and what don't. Eliminating unnecessary choices is indeed healthier for my personal well-being, and I should start it from now, and if any of you out there feel the same way I do, I hope you would join this mission together with me :)

P.S. Forgive me if I don't make sense to you as I actually have tons of homework awaiting me yet I am still blogging and goofing off.

P.S.S. Oh, and by the way, I think I know why Albert Einstein decided to wear the same clothes all over and over again lol... because he didn't want to waste his precious time just to choose what to wear everyday since this genius gifted man has more important tasks to do ^ ^ haha...

P.S.S.S Anyway, I've got some pictures to share. Hopefully, someone out there would like it as much as I do.

Taken on the way to NC. Not a graphic design or visual art or anything, it just somehow turned out the way it is. The nicest one I could afford to take out of around 30 snaps lol...

I wanted to see the leaves change its color, but I was too busy with school, and when I could make it, 75% of the tree were just branch :| Lucky enough, this tree still got some leaves :)

Spotted this house along the way

And so is this house

I'm on my way... I don't know what lay ahead down the path I'm taking, but I'll try to enjoy this journey...

I Know I Will

I miss all blogger friends, I miss blogging, I miss blogosphere, I miss everything I used to have and do... Fairytopia Kingdom, I will come back to you one day... I know I will...

One Truth You Never Know

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if…

• I never meet you

If...

• I never know you

If...

• you never be here...
  

Perhaps my life would still be the same? Would your existence make a difference to my life? Would I still have what I have now? I ask myself a lot of questions just to get one answer, but it just never will show.

Maybe God makes me meet you for a reason; be it good or bad, I am glad to have known you, and I am grateful to have you in my life…

However, there are times when I “hate” you so much wishing that I’ve never known you at all. I remember you used to ask me why is that I despise you this much, but my response to your "why" question was "someday you'll know"..... you'll know that:

• I hate you because you are so important in my life…
• I hate you because you have a strong position in my heart…
• I hate you because you always pop up on my mind when I actually try not to think about you,
• I hate you because you have the magic to make me smile in joys or even to weep in pain…

Yes… I hate you for a lot of reasons… but perhaps you don’t know that at the same time I utter this harsh “I hate you” statement, my heart actually voices out the word “I love you” to you…

Gratitude...

I am grateful for a lot of things in my life. Although my family may not be the best family on this planet, but in my heart, they are "loving" and "caring" enough for me to make me feel like for who I am, as long as I exist, I will always be loved and cared for willingly and unconditionally... and for that, I am grateful...

I may not have a prince who is close to me now, but at the faraway La La Land's Kingdom, but I'm glad to know that, through good and bad times, through up and down moments, my prince will always stand by me, willing to listen to everything I need to say, comforting me, cheering me on, and always love me for who I am... and for that, I am grateful...

I may not have the most normal bunch of friends in the world. They are just downright juvenile, freaky, girly, dreamy, and sometimes, clumsy , but I am too, and I am happy to have everyone of them around filling my life with joys and excitements, and I am grateful to have called them "my friends"

I may not belong to the most privileged elitists category who are able to get everything they ‘want’, but I don't bother to care anyhow for I already have all the things I “need” just to live this "modest" life with those whom I love and love me the same way I do... and these should be more than enough for me.

All in all, for everything that I have, though life may seems a little too harsh at times, but I consider myself as a happy princess with a happy life... and yes, for all these, I am truly... grateful...

What If...

Life is so funny… Sometimes I just want to laugh as much as I want to cry. Sometimes, I told myself that I have actually taken enough out of life, so even if I died today, I don’t think I would have any regrets... Some of you would utter, perhaps in the weeks, months, or years to come, I would like to be a good ‘wife’ a good ‘mother’, or probably a good ‘ grandma’ … Well, It’s hard to even imagine how a selfish girl like me can be a ‘good’ wife, a ‘good’ mother, or worse yet, a ‘good’ grandmother. Hmm… I don’t think I am good enough to proudly embrace these titles…

In my life, I've always wanted to leave this world with the smile on my face, you know. At least, before I turned invisible, I would like to spend the last day that I have on this planet with my prince Charming gazing at the twinkling stars together, and bid this world goodbye with my head resting on his shoulder and my lifeless body in his embrace…

Anyway, silly as I may sound, I guess I can only come up with such non-sense thoughts when the heartbreaking incident hasn’t actually surfaced. I don’t think I am ‘that’ brave to die ‘young’, and I don’t think I am ‘that’ strong to leave my loved ones, my beloved family, my great friends, and my dear prince behind... I can’t afford to even imagine what it would be like when I suddenly disappeared from this planet... because there are so many things I wish to do, but remain undone, and I would never have the chance to do so, if I really had to depart. Boy, I am still 'young'! Well, I still 'feel' young hehe... [I still watch Barbie movie series :P] Who wouldn't fear of death? the suicide terrorists? hmm..., but I am not them, I am just me, an ordinary girl who is living her life the way she thinks she should.

So, all I want for now is just to continue living my modest life to its fullest and do things that are worth doing while I can. I was born into this planet, and I believe I am meant to be 'here'. If I wasn't, I would have gone to heaven since the time I was in the car accident 3 years back then. In fact, I am not as fearless as I just uttered. I was terrified to the max thinking that I was going to die lol...

I'm glad i am still breathing... I'm grateful that I still have the chance to inhale oxygen like everybody else, and to make it short, I am glad that I am still alive...

There Gotta Be Somebody....

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere...
There's gotta be somebody for me out there...

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebodyelse that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there...

Incomplete...

There are times when I feel like I just want to twist back the time to the point where i don't have anything to worry about, but live my life the way I feel like I should. Sometimes, I feel like i am a type of hopeless drama princess who desperately thirsts for love and care from those around me. I began searching outside of my immediate cycle hoping that one day, miracle happens, and I would have the chance to get what I've been looking for. I cherish everyone's love for me, even though it was just a hint because I just can't afford to live my life in the world without love, well, I just can't :( However, as time passes by, I started to realize that I don't need to go and seek for love anymore, because everyone around me actually does loves and cares for me, and for who I am, I will always be loved and cared for as long as I exist. People accept me the way I am, witty, juvenile, extrovert, though a bit too emotional sometimes, or perhaps, most of the time :)

For those who wonder why I can always put a smile on my face even when everything doesn't seem to turn out right, I just wanna say that you are wrong. Who said I am everyday.com, happy? Well, I cry too, and I even admit that I do. I cry a lot, or probably too much till that I just don't want anyone see me crying.

Even now, by the time I was writing this post down, I don't really feel like myself, I meant, i feel like at this point again in life, I just feel like something is missing from my life... something that makes me feel incomplete without it. I just don't know how to explain this feelings, besides saying that I don't like this changes... *sigh*

I keep my head up to the sky, and told myself, Barbie! Be strong, and whatever comes, everything will be going just fine. Hey, I can still give myself a slight comfort smile though deep down inside I could feel my heart weeping... hmm.... ignore my nonsense :)

Imperial Announcement!

Princess Barbie would like to officially announce that one of her post published today on her Fairytopia Kingdom page was not the actual post that she intended to post up for everyone and the world to read.

In fact, she intended to publish that post on her restricted page in which she considered as her daily diary where no one can get access to besides herself. Unfortunately, just so she wrote it up in a horrible rush, plus her horrible carelessness, she then ended up posted it up on the wrong blog!!!

So, she would like to clear this up in case any of her visitors happen to read that lousy yet extremely personal post of hers that it was just a careless mistake. Thanks for your attention!

ALL THE BEST,
Barbie

Stunning Pictures of the Night! ^ ^

Here is the picture of the full moon in PINK!!! The color of my heart <3 ^ ^ Even it turns out a bit disappointing, a little too small, but I love this somehow! I really do!

When I snapped the pic, it turned out so pinky. Isn't this amazing? I can't believe myself, you know. Just so my princess friend, Rasita, saw the full moon pic that I took turned out in Pink, she then tried to check if she could get one in pink too, but no matter how many times she tried, the only color that she got was the moon in white! and we took the pictures using the Same phone camera, you know ^ ^ So, yeah, I consider this as a miracle! It was the hight light of my day after I got the good result on my exam paper the other day! ^ ^ Thanks Fairy Godmother! ^ ^ Barbie love you! *hug*


and here is the dazzling full moon in Blue! ^ ^ Oh my! So nice! *again! No color casting, alrite? This is just how it turns out! more than orginal* heh heh... I remembered how excited I was seeing the stunning view of the full moon that night! ^ ^ Princess Rasita is the light blue lover, so here it goes, light blue for you! Your fairy godmother is also watching over you, I believe! <3

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"The rain beats hard at my window
While you, so softly do sleep
And you can’t hear the cold wind blow
You are sleeping so deep...

Outside its dark, the moon hiding...
By starlight only I see
The hosts of the night-time go riding
But you are safe here with me

So, while the world out there is sleeping
And everyone wrapped up so tight
Oh, I am a vigil here keeping
On this stormy night

Sometimes, we're just like the weather
Changing by day after day
As long as we'll be together
Storms will pass away..."

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This one is in green! ^ ^ This is the original picture, no editing, no color casting! and this is the only Real and Rare picture that I could afford to get yesterday night ^ ^ Awww! this is amazing!!!


Last picture of the night! This is not quite nice, but not so bad either lol... ^ ^

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The blue part is sincerely credited to the Song for the Stormy Night, Secret Garden =)

"P.S. This is the really nice song, must check out, alrite? ^ ^ Enjoys! I hope you like it as much as I do! " *wink*

Beauty of the Season! ^ ^

The best time of the year is just ahead!!! and I got the greeting video clip from my Disney Princess friends to share! ^ ^ An advance merry Christmas greeting to all of you! ^ ^

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I also created a Pinky Christmas Playlist hah hah... a big hug to my sugar plum fairy princess BB Yin (((Hug))) for sharing the extremely sweet and inspiring song for Christmas, When Christmas Comes to Town ^ ^ Gosh! Feeling like I've missed a lot of good things hah hah...

Tell me you like my imperial Pinky Christmas Playlist ^ ^ Heh heh... these are all my favorite songs, so yeah, enjoys ^ ^

Ran? dom! dom! dom! >,<

+ Somenights I dream, somenights I can't put myself to sleep at all,
Somenights I fly, and somenights I fall...

+ Every night, I always wish upon a big bright shininy star, just for another "once upon a time..." *yes! a once upon a time...*

+ Just so I said I believe in "miracle", people would utter I am an insane, but I do not mind at all, for all that I know that "my dream is to come true...", and I never lose hope in my dream...

+ Alone at night I whisper, thinking that no one can hear me at all... but deep down inside my heart, I know that my fairy godmoter is watching over me...* Oh, is this true? >,< * Yes, of course, it is!

+ I close my eyes feeling myself floating above the rainbow clouds... yes, I'm on the way to my Fairytopia Diamond Castle!

+ I've always liked the ocean... where the blue crystal clear water meets the grey horizon... It's like the whole new world, space and vast, of some undiscover shore... Sometimes, I feel like I want to swim away, to somewhere unknown,but I just don't know how...

+ " I close my eyes feeling myself fly a thousand miles away... I could take the flight, but my conscience tells me to stay... "

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*duh! I am night dreaming, too sentimental, man! >,<*

Composed by over dramatic Princess Barbie >,<

The one in blue is sincerely credited to Barbie song, entitled, "Fly"

On and On

We people are the delicate beings who always see things as "a half". It could be half full or half empty. Everything about us is never enough, yes "never enough".

Today we have "this" dream, but once we accomplished this dream, we would have the new dreams, and this thoughts would be going on and on... *full stop? non-stop? whatever*

We humans can be somewhat funny and silly too. We boast out loud to ourselves and to the whole world that we are not the type of judgmental nor self-praising, but as a matter of fact, it's crystal clear that we are just contradicting ourselves for we always think that we are so special, a "real and rare" type of person, and ultimately "unique". We overgeneralize that not everyone is as "unique" as we are. but do you think we are That special? * well, if we say we are, then we are, I've always considered myself as a unique person though, so you think I am now criticizing myself? no! not really... I am just talking to myself, as you can see now, and I do that most of the time too ^ ^ *

At some point, I might have considered myself as a "perfectionist", but everything are actually opposite from what I want myself to be. Sometimes, I tell myself that I am a one true friend, a good daughter, a good wife or a good mother-to-be, or whatever thing that is "good", I would apply them all to myself simply because I want to be a "good" person, and I want to feel "good" about myself. However, I can be That good only in my "own" little fairy world, but in "real" world, I may not be that good after all. None of us have the ability to see ourselves as others see us, that sounds accurate.

Hmm... wait a minute! did I just say that I am a good friend, a good daughter, or good wife and mother-to-be? I wonder if a Selfish girl like me can be a "good" mother? a "good" wife"? lol... I can't even imagine it >,<

It's What Our Thoughts Make It

How many times you find yourself getting frustrated at stupid things? How many times you find yourself getting worried over nothing, but worries? If you consider this as the symtoms of losing sane, then must count me in, only if you get what I meant =)

Sometimes you told yourself to look beyond every imperfection that surfaces along your way, but most of the time, you can never do what you tell yourself to do. Isn't that ridiculous?

Life is slipping away unnoticed at the incredible speed =| Why would people need to worry this much and continuously giving threads upon life? Perhaps this is their nature? Answer can't be reached, you know why? If yes, let me know, but if no let just say people can be this complicated hard-to-understand creature sometimes, and I am one of them ^ ^

One basic truth of life that I used to read from the great philosophy book of mine, and yeah, regarding to my very own experience as well, let alone that I have merely existed in this world in less than 2 decades, but we all have unique experiences, something incomparable, something that can surprisingly differentiate who you are and who I am..., that our life is what our thoughts make it, no?

This is not neccessarily different from two people see the same glass filled with water as half full or half empty... =) Napoleon and Helen Keller is another perfect example. Apparently, Napoleon, the one who got everything that mankind always crave for, said he had never known the happy day of his life, while Helen Keller, a disabled misfortune person, blind and deaf, stated " I have found life so beautiful." See the differences now, Barbie? So to be radiantly contented or to filled my heart with heartaches, I'm the only person to decide it.

Hmm... I guess I need to remind myself over and over again ^ ^ cuz I always fail to remember this, and many other things, no need to mention here lol... Oh, btw, I wouldn't mind if you come over and say " Barbie? Honestly speaking, I don't really understand what you're trying to say here =3 ".

What is Your Heart Feeling?

+ Your heart certainly has some strong feelings, you're just not sure if you're ready to let them show. Strong feeling? Not ready to let it show? lol... I don't think so heh heh... You could be someone's secret admirer, or maybe you just haven't truly expressed how deep your feelings run. For now, not yet, but later on, who knows? Lol... Maybe you're still a little unsure about how you feel... or your unsure about what reaction you'll get. Hmm... well... lol... ^ ^

+ Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Clamming up and running away from love Heh heh... perhaps you're rite? ^ ^

+ Your current outlook on love: Introspective and a bit detached This part also sounds rite lol...

+ Your love life will improve if you: Put yourself out there a little more. If you don't try, you'll never know. I consider this as a piece of advice? lol...

+ Watch out for: Having a one sided romance - you need to be sure you're feelings are reciprocated. Yeah, my previous entry can prove that this is rite, but hey, not one-sided romance in serious relationship, but romance in general lol...

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Take this quiz What is Your Heart Feeling?

Well, I gotta say that this quiz is not quite right cuz if you care to notice, you'll know that I am a PINK lover, so yeah, I would surely pick the pinky heart lol... just my personal conclusion though. Try it yourself, and see if your result sounds accurate or not? *wink* ^ ^

Thanks Princess Ellena for sharing this quiz *muack*

Importance

"just when you thought that someone is important to you, you kinda Assume that you are as important to them as well. yet little signs n actions of theirs, cruelly awaken you from dreaming - you may not be as important after all..."


I guess I've always overated the importance of myself. I've always thought that people also care for me the same way I do, but not at all. I was wrong, and I am always wrong.

They keep telling me that they really love and care for me, but what they did, what they do, and what they have done do not seem so. Everything about me, what I need, what I want, what I feel, they never bring a damn. Even if I died, perhaps, they would just cry for 1 min, and not for long, I would be quickly forgotten.

With you taking me for granted, I do not mind at all, because I can't just expect people to do something good for me that I don't deserve, but please, I beg your pardon! Do not say you love and care for me if you don't or you'd better not say anything at all because it hurts me so bad to love you all the way I do, and then turn around seeing how much you don't care... Don't make promise you can't keep because you disvalue yourself and the one you gave your words to. It might be easy for you to forget, but not for me. Be real, be who you are, and stop acting so fake.
I wish I were able to read and understand people's state of mind, so that I wouldn't be having one-sided love for them. Sounds so pathetic? I hope not

"I must believe it's over now
I tell myself that I musn't cry...
My heart is aching but it never will show...
And learn to live my life again somehow
Then I won't care if you don't care for me "

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The italic part is sincerely credited to Princess Levian. Someones who put my feelings into words. Someones who makes me wanna get close, and get to know her, simply because she is something so rare, unique, but real...

With Love,
Barbie

A Perfect Description?

NOTICE! If you are a brand new visitor on my Fairy Topia Kingdom, plz do NOT read the description down there! cuz it is just a waste of time, after all. However, for those who knows me, my great friends, my classmates, my relatives, and yeah, as Princess Levian suggested anyone of you who wish to get to know me, I recommend you to read the entire description of this horoscope ^ ^ :P Well, this is NOT 100% ME, anyway *grin* but I won't deny that there're some of this horoscope that really hits the nail on the headlol... How many percent? Hmm... let just say 95% right *grin*


GEMINI WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person.[lol.. you mean I'm good looking n intelligent? hah ha..] She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. [not really] She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. [Oh really? I've never known dat!] If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but it is NOT a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. [so mean] :-S

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She is able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bore you. She is able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. [ eh?? luckiest man alive? so silly! who's gonna say luckiest man DEAD!???] She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly and comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learns new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a “Charm” for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her night shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess. How come! you got me such a meany descriptions? :-S lol...

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. [ Seriously! You're wrong here! Heh heh...] Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic.

If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. [Er... I used to hurt someone becuz of being too straight forward :-S ]

Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally…


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Follow this link given to find our your own zodiac sign's description: Perfect Description of You Based on Your Zodiac Sign

My Future Photo

Barbie got this Future Photo Prediction on Princess W3n
and Princess Levian's blogs. The game will determine our future photos based upon our names ^ ^


How come Barbie is a boy here? *sweat* but oh well... not bad anyhow cuz this little boy is very cute, don't you think? ^ ^ Look like he's having so much fun eh? ^ ^


What about THIS one? *nail biting* Look like er.... *nail biting* like wat? like SAND castle ^ ^ Heh heh... *grin*

Insults

Insults, harsh words, negative statements are what we have heard and will continue hearing at any points in our journey of lives, or perhaps we are the one to say all these ourselves, no?

I remember the time my Sister said "I hate you!" to me. It is hurtful regardless the fact that I was just a greeny little girl back then fighting for the dolls to play.

To make it simple, any forms of insults hurt esp when you get that from those whom you absolutely adored likewise your parents, your siblings, your best friends, .... you name it.

Sometimes, people turn to lose their control whenever they are under stress or got pissed off. They then act like a mad bullshit splashing their anger towards other people without realizing that their freak'en harsh words might unfortunately break those people's hearts. I've always told myself not to take all things seriously to my heart since everyone could tell that no one is EVER perfect, but I wonder why i still got hurt?

To say "I am sorry" towards those who got their hearts breakdown because of you might not as easy as it may sound because, most of the time, their egos pop up, and the two people might just walk away to end up their conflicts. They begin to alienate one another as if they are nothing, but a two total strangers. However, some of them are quite desperated to say "I am sorry", but they don't have the courage to say so. They, in turn, find this as an awkward situation as they are just afraid that they would never be forgiven. Such a lame excuse!

I won't deny that everything might never be the same again between the 2 people, but everything needs time, no? Though we could never take back all the hurtful words we uttered back, but it's great to, at least, let our loved ones know how sorry we are for what we've done, don't you think? So, I think to say "I am sorry" is the best way to solve the problem out. Ermm... hold on! This sounds a little funny cuz I sometimes can't even do this myself, and which is why I've lost you...

What I'm I Like?

Barbie did the personality test, and out of 16 personality types, I then found myself fall under the catogory "Innovator". What kind of quiz is that? It's 90% me ^ ^


Summary of Innovators
+Energetic and creative taking inspiration from everyone they meet
+Enjoy flexible work environments with few rules and many opportunities for fun
+Think of themselves as imaginative, sociable and sympathetic
+May not think logically about their ideas

Innovators are fun-loving, creative, sensitive people who enjoy developing their ideas by discussing them with others. This group supports the people around them and expects the same in return. Others are drawn to Innovators because of their love of life, caring nature and openness.

Innovators are most likely to say they do their best work when they start at the last minute, according to a UK survey.
Innovators are good at spotting opportunities and recognizing potential in people. Innovators put all their energy into new projects and their enthusiasm motivates others to support their plans.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Innovators may become rebellious and unfocused. Under extreme stress, Innovators may become preoccupied with meaningless details.

Innovators may over-extend themselves or put a night out with friends ahead of more pressing commitments.

Innovator Careers
Innovators are drawn to careers that require teaching or counselling, where they can work with and help encourage the development of others.

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08/08/08 at 8:08 AM

Ha... Ha... Barbie got an incredible stratagic date and time to publish my random post today ^ ^ I'm afraid it's not as special as it may sound since it's gonna be a freak'en busy day after all.

Let see... Hmmm... My whole morning is totally reserved. My adorable cousin, Rachana, is getting engaged today! ^ ^ Congrats to her!

Next, right after my Core English exam today, I will have to bid the word goodbye to my fun-filled life as Ms. not-so-bad Freshman =( I surely gonna miss my dear friends a lot esp my sweet Pumpkin princess Dee Dee Doll, but oh well, I'll see her again REAL soon, so just forget about it.

So all in all, Princess Barbie is now officially on the way to becoming a witty and well-performed sophormore in college when school starts again! witty and well-performed? wtf! I am being awfully exaggerating again ^ ^ Keh Keh...


Oh! If there's any of you out there curious to find out why number 8 is considered as a super lucky number, plz follow this link given =)

Why Number 8 is a lucky number?

As always, Barbie is lazy even to write this informative post up, and I gotta say that this 08/08/08 post was also written in a horrible RUSH! Hah hah... Busy and still come online? wtf! This is Barbie, you know ^ ^

Gotta get going for now! ^ ^ Have a nice day! Wish you all the BEST! Have fun and appreciate the " 08/08/08 " moments!