The beauty of the season has finally come into town! (^_____^) It's time to make merry and share all the sheer joys with our loved ones!!! May your heart be filled with happiness and all the magic of life, today and always... So?
From adorable fairy Tinker Bell... ^ ^
From Disney princess, Ariel...
Happy Christmas to everyone!!! ^ ^ Have a fun-filled sparkling day ^ ^
December 21!!! is one of my butterfly fairy friends' Birthday, Princess Angela!!! Yeah!!!! 
Happy 20th Birthday to you, my lovely princess! (^____^) *muack* Hmm.... How bad I wish I could go and celebrate your b-day there with you, but since we're this far apart, Barbie can only convey my wish to you on cyberspace! I'm so glad to have you as my friend! Hope our friendship can last for all time! *hug*
Until then, Have a sparkling Birthday, Angie!!~!!! ^ ^ Princess Friend Forever! PFF!!! Barbie love you! *hug*
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As special as she is, Angela is my lovely princess, today, tomorrow, and always... Have a wonderful Birthday, my dear!!!
Princess Barbie would like to officially announce that one of her post published today on her Fairytopia Kingdom page was not the actual post that she intended to post up for everyone and the world to read.
In fact, she intended to publish that post on her restricted page in which she considered as her daily diary where no one can get access to besides herself. Unfortunately, just so she wrote it up in a horrible rush, plus her horrible carelessness, she then ended up posted it up on the wrong blog!!!
So, she would like to clear this up in case any of her visitors happen to read that lousy yet extremely personal post of hers that it was just a careless mistake. Thanks for your attention!
ALL THE BEST,
Barbie
Here is the picture of the full moon in PINK!!! The color of my heart <3 ^ ^ Even it turns out a bit disappointing, a little too small, but I love this somehow! I really do!
When I snapped the pic, it turned out so pinky. Isn't this amazing? I can't believe myself, you know. Just so my princess friend, Rasita, saw the full moon pic that I took turned out in Pink, she then tried to check if she could get one in pink too, but no matter how many times she tried, the only color that she got was the moon in white! and we took the pictures using the Same phone camera, you know ^ ^ So, yeah, I consider this as a miracle! It was the hight light of my day after I got the good result on my exam paper the other day! ^ ^ Thanks Fairy Godmother! ^ ^ Barbie love you! *hug* 
and here is the dazzling full moon in Blue! ^ ^ Oh my! So nice! *again! No color casting, alrite? This is just how it turns out! more than orginal* heh heh... I remembered how excited I was seeing the stunning view of the full moon that night! ^ ^ Princess Rasita is the light blue lover, so here it goes, light blue for you! Your fairy godmother is also watching over you, I believe! <3
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"The rain beats hard at my window
While you, so softly do sleep
And you can’t hear the cold wind blow
You are sleeping so deep...
Outside its dark, the moon hiding...
By starlight only I see
The hosts of the night-time go riding
But you are safe here with me
So, while the world out there is sleeping
And everyone wrapped up so tight
Oh, I am a vigil here keeping
On this stormy night
Sometimes, we're just like the weather
Changing by day after day
As long as we'll be together
Storms will pass away..."
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This one is in green! ^ ^ This is the original picture, no editing, no color casting! and this is the only Real and Rare picture that I could afford to get yesterday night ^ ^ Awww! this is amazing!!! 
Last picture of the night! This is not quite nice, but not so bad either lol... ^ ^
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The blue part is sincerely credited to the Song for the Stormy Night, Secret Garden =)
"P.S. This is the really nice song, must check out, alrite? ^ ^ Enjoys! I hope you like it as much as I do! " *wink*
The best time of the year is just ahead!!! and I got the greeting video clip from my Disney Princess friends to share! ^ ^ An advance merry Christmas greeting to all of you! ^ ^
I also created a Pinky Christmas Playlist hah hah... a big hug to my sugar plum fairy princess BB Yin (((Hug))) for sharing the extremely sweet and inspiring song for Christmas, When Christmas Comes to Town ^ ^ Gosh! Feeling like I've missed a lot of good things hah hah...
Tell me you like my imperial Pinky Christmas Playlist ^ ^ Heh heh... these are all my favorite songs, so yeah, enjoys ^ ^
When I wonder where I am
When I wonder why I take these chances
I try to breathe
I say to me, ""believe"
And whatever comes, it's okay
'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find that place
"People say that I'm naive
'Cause I'm trusting and my heart is open
But I won't hide
I'm here to find who I am
And whatever comes is what's right
'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find "that place
I'll keep dreamin'
Til I get there
I'll be free
So goodbye to yesterday
I'm giving what it takes
'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm on my way...
It could take forever
(And everything could change)
It could change today
'Cause I'm on my way
To find that place
+ Somenights I dream, somenights I can't put myself to sleep at all,
Somenights I fly, and somenights I fall...
+ Every night, I always wish upon a big bright shininy star, just for another "once upon a time..." *yes! a once upon a time...*
+ Just so I said I believe in "miracle", people would utter I am an insane, but I do not mind at all, for all that I know that "my dream is to come true...", and I never lose hope in my dream...
+ Alone at night I whisper, thinking that no one can hear me at all... but deep down inside my heart, I know that my fairy godmoter is watching over me...* Oh, is this true? >,< * Yes, of course, it is!
+ I close my eyes feeling myself floating above the rainbow clouds... yes, I'm on the way to my Fairytopia Diamond Castle!
+ I've always liked the ocean... where the blue crystal clear water meets the grey horizon... It's like the whole new world, space and vast, of some undiscover shore... Sometimes, I feel like I want to swim away, to somewhere unknown,but I just don't know how...
+ " I close my eyes feeling myself fly a thousand miles away... I could take the flight, but my conscience tells me to stay... "
We people are the delicate beings who always see things as "a half". It could be half full or half empty. Everything about us is never enough, yes "never enough".
Today we have "this" dream, but once we accomplished this dream, we would have the new dreams, and this thoughts would be going on and on... *full stop? non-stop? whatever*
We humans can be somewhat funny and silly too. We boast out loud to ourselves and to the whole world that we are not the type of judgmental nor self-praising, but as a matter of fact, it's crystal clear that we are just contradicting ourselves for we always think that we are so special, a "real and rare" type of person, and ultimately "unique". We overgeneralize that not everyone is as "unique" as we are. but do you think we are That special? * well, if we say we are, then we are, I've always considered myself as a unique person though, so you think I am now criticizing myself? no! not really... I am just talking to myself, as you can see now, and I do that most of the time too ^ ^ *
At some point, I might have considered myself as a "perfectionist", but everything are actually opposite from what I want myself to be. Sometimes, I tell myself that I am a one true friend, a good daughter, a good wife or a good mother-to-be, or whatever thing that is "good", I would apply them all to myself simply because I want to be a "good" person, and I want to feel "good" about myself. However, I can be That good only in my "own" little fairy world, but in "real" world, I may not be that good after all. None of us have the ability to see ourselves as others see us, that sounds accurate.
Hmm... wait a minute! did I just say that I am a good friend, a good daughter, or good wife and mother-to-be? I wonder if a Selfish girl like me can be a "good" mother? a "good" wife"? lol... I can't even imagine it >,<
Dear Diary,
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[quote] 6) Barbie - BABE!!! Sorry babe, che che disappoint you! Sorry sorry sorry..but i will still visit you k? Che che always support you and love you. I miss the day we talked, though it's just one day but i felt comfortable talking to you in msn, it'll stay in my sweet memory forever. Stay healthy, cute, cheerful and strong, don't be like che che, give up so easily..You will be my forever mei mei, now and forever. " Khnom Sror Lanh Neak. " Glad to know you. *Hug tight tight* [quote]
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Right after I saw this, I just couldn't help but burst into tears. Yes, I did cry, I cried until I have no more tears to cry. Everything was so confused until I couldn't stop myself from crying.
It's like I had had a bad day all day long at college, and when I got back home, in the evening, my whole day turned blue after I saw this note on Che Che Chobits's blog :(
It broke my heart, you know. I was so "shock", and started to blame myself over and over again for being away This long, and happen to see her farewell post This late! >,< I also couldn't believe myself that she decided to stop blogging? "stop" blogging?!?! I hope this is not true for I am waiting for her to come back. I wish she would change her mind, and bring the "Realisation of a Dream" back to live!
Hmm... Look at her picture! I miss her so much! T_T I wonder if I am able to talk to my dear sister on MSN again? >,< Even I haven't happened to meet up with her face to face, but my heart could tell that she is a one caring and loving person. I'm glad to have someone like her as my sister, you know. Barbie "Sayang Sayang" Che Che too! *hug*
I don't think Che Che Chobits would happen to come and read this post of mine though, but I just wanna write about her :)
With Love,
Barbie
Yes, I'd had a really hard time with my college till that I didn't have any time left to enjoy myself. Thanks God that finally I got most of my lousy assignments done, and I don't have to burn my mid-night oil [ *mid night oil? It's all electricity now! Duh!*] doing those works. >,<
Somehow, I still cannot see the significance of working as a "team" while I ended up doing most part of the world "alone" >,< So why would I need to have a "group" assignments?
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"i know you all come to this prestigious school to "learn"
"to this end, we are going to work on this assignment together. in the "real" world everything is done as a team. there is no such thing as "I" in a "TEAM"
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+ "A good leader knows how to assign the tasks to those she leads."
+ "a good leader knows how to talk without offending those she leads."
"so when you review them together, suggest changes to them"
"that way they feel like they are part of the group, and their opinions matter"
- [but they never seem to care, brother! so what? I wonder what would they do if I were not in the group? >,< I bet they could still summit it on time, but life is just being a joke to me, you know. No matter what, when group assignments come, I am the one to "suffer" >,< ]
+ "poor leader then.
- "I guess yes :-S "
+ "in the real world, you'll end up spending days and nights doing someone else's job."
- "sigh..."
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Well, I do not mind whatever they do, I just want to complain to myself, to my diary? to anyone who happen to read my complaint? wait a minute! I don't think anyone would be reading this since my blog is like a smelly corpse without a single update for the "whole" month!
Enough! >,<
