It becomes normal to me now,
since it always happens, and it's really hard to breathe...
Rants or whatever, this is how things should be. I need accompanion.
Bad day comes and goes,
That's what my Brother keeps telling me,
True or whatever, this is how life should be. I need reassurance.
It's become unknown to me now,
since all those weird things keep coming in time,
Cold or whatever, this is how future should be. I need a miracle.

Happy and Sad... I pick the word happy despite the fact that I am not...
Tuesday 17th? You're even worse than Friday 13th =(
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I Need to Know
Where is the land I come from,
who lives where I was born,
why do my memories start with a storm.
[...]
Tell me!
Why I'm not sleeping and my heart is leaping inside me!
Could this be one of those times when your feelings decide?
I need to know, these answers.
I need to find my way.
Sees my tomorrow,
learn my yesterday.
I need to take these chances...
Let all my feelings show,
Can't tell whats waiting, still I need to go.
I need to know.
Life is a sea I'm sailing,
riding the winds of time,
looking to find the coast that is mine.
Striving to find direction,
starting to understand -
every waves a part of the plan.
I'll keep!
Living & loving & leaving the doubting behind me.
Hope is the star I will follow where ever I go...
I need to know these answers,
I need to find my way!
Sees my tomorrow,
learn my yesterday.
I need to take these chances,
let all my feelings show,
can't tell whats waiting,
still i need to go.
I need to know...






















