The Maze of Life

I personally find my life as a puzzle with many pieces in it. A puzzle won't be completed again if you unknowingly lose any one of it. Its definitely true that we don't know wat we've got until we lose it. ( sigh ) From Valentine's Day, I appear to realize I've lost sth very important to me. Don't get me wrong, guys! I'm not neccessarily focus on serious relationship, but Oh My! I'm in doubt wat I've lost myself. Could you help me to find wat I've lost? I can't believe a smiley happy Barbie as always can be lost in a MAZE!!! Hope there might be any of you could help me to figure out wat I've lost. Otherwise, just keep this post as another memory of my journey of life. I'm I right?

Let me start then. (Sigh) Well, when I was in senior high school, I had a best of the best friend, and I got along very well with her. Everywhere I go, you'd see my friend there either. I remember, one day she got sick, and she couldn't come to class as normal. I was all alone even there were lots of students in my class. I didn't feel literally right, I was so worried, I wanted to go and see how my dear frind was doing now. All in all, I felt more than blank till I can find no words to describe how I felt at all.

Time passed by, nth can last forever, the joyful pause I got just faded away becuz we had to go to different colleges which is somewhere we individually deserve. Up to now, I still keep in touch with my best friend occasionally on the phone or by texting each other, but it seems like we're constantly getting far from day to day. I'll try the best I can to maintain this precious freindship as long as it could be. Hopefully, I can do it.

Let me go on, anyway. Recently, with another new step of my journey of life at college, I also found another best friend who serves some sorts of unique personality, and I know at once that she is meant to be here in my life. However, I am just wondering why I can manage not to love her TOO MUCH like I did when I was in senior high??? She took a day off today for V-day with her family, I did feel alone, but not as dreadful as when I was younger. Or is it becuz I am now becoming a big gal and getting wiser with life??? Oh man!!! The more I try to think about the bottom line, the more complicated and frustrated I get. I shouldn't have hurt my head thinking too much all these things, should I? Eveything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. So, yeah, let wait and see why all these things happen??? Wat for??? Wat the reasons to make all these things happen???

H@PPY Valentine's Day!!!!!

Friends are the greatest,

Freind are heart to heart talks, and remember when stories

friends believe in you when you cease to believe in urself,

V-day isn't just about couple and romamnce,
Its about FRIENDS and SHARING and yes its also about LETTING the people you care about know how special they are in ur life...(^,^).

Have you said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to those special people yet??? As for me..., I DID IT!!! I'm more than happy seeing people I care alot for HAPPY & SMILE!!!

May you showers with love on this wonderful V-day!!! (^,^) Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!!

Back to Normal

3 days off for Chinese New Year went by real fast!!! Time does flies for those who rejoice, doesn't it? Wat else on earth we wish to get, esp for those who've been freaking busy at schools or at workplaces like us???


During CNY holiday, I got no more lectures, quizzes, or progress tests, but just peacefully relax maself at home, listened to music, downloaded some more new songs, surf around, visited you guys'blogs, and yeah, hanged out with ma family.(^,^) Even I got suffer from tooth ached these last couple of days, but well, I would say I had a fantastic holidays!!! Wish it could last for longer, but weekdays coming up again, which means I'll have to do battle with my life as a uni student again either.

In fact, I got loads of homework and assignment as a gift for Chinese New Year, but as you can easily see, I am still here doing nth.(^,^)Ha Ha.. I always do things at the last minute (^,^) This is ma very unique personality you can hardly afford to mimick me lah(^,^).


You know wat? ma lecturers keep telling me to read at least 5 books a month to be satisfactorily wise and qualified freshman!!!! But I'm not doing it!!!! Pretty embarrassing!!! Or is it becuz I'm instintively smart as ma zodiac year is Dolphin???(^,^) Come on! get rid off it, and be well prepared. Hee Hee Okie Dokie! I'll gim maself a try, but I hav no idea if it will effectively work with me or not.

Ooopsss, I am going insane guys! I was talking alone!!!! I'd better end this up. Otherwise, I'll reach the peak of being nutsssssss!!!! You can't bear having a crazy friend, can you?

My Fault!!!

The happy smiley tooth on the right is yours, and the one on the left is undoutedbly mine. :-( I had a cavity and my tooth's been aching me these last couple of days. Poor me!!! Wahhhh Waaahh ( crying and sobbing )

Its actually my fault anyway. You know wat, last week both of my sisters all went to see the dentist together, and ma mom also urged me to check my teeth if I get cavity or sth. At that time, my teeth was perfectly fine, and most importantly I got lazy and scared to see the dentist. My very first and last time I saw him, my tooth was about to do the root canal, but I refused not to do so, cuz its damn hurt!!!!! I can't bear with it!!!!

I then tried to run away from him, but not for long guys, I have to go and see him after Chinese New Year with no exception!!! Otherwise, I won't be able to be a happy Barbie anymore. This time, I assume, I gonna have to do the root canal, cuz he said if a tooth ached, it was DOOMED, no matter how small the cavity is, and yeah, my tooth got doomed!!! OH My God!!! ( Wah Wahh ...)

Well, I would have seen him on Wednesday, but unfortunately it was the first day of CNY, so I have to wait in pain till I can see him after CNY... Oh man, this shouldn't have happened to me... Wat a good luck I have! Its definitely my fault!!!! I thought I could escape from being suffered from the pain, but now, its even worse!!! In general, we shoud check our teeth every 6months, but I'm not doing so, and thats the reason why I have to suffer from it.
I miss you dentist... I wanna go and see you now....

So, I hope your teeth is smiling not crying like mine...

Good Luck,

When You Believe

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe...

Well, following the famously performed of Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston in 1998, Leon Jackson got the male version in December, 2007, just 3 months ago, and it was the Chrismas number one favorite. I just heard the song very recently, and I personally found the lyrics absolutely inspiring, and the beat is kinda nice.

So yeah, I'm sharing this with you guys just the simple slides make it load faster for sure... Hopefully you like it (^,^)In fact, the gal version sounds good to me, but there're only in videos clip which takes time to download, so I can only get the male version for you all. Listen up:

Male Version-Leon Jackson

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!!

I wish I could read wat these gal and boy said. Unfortunately, I don't speak Chinese(T-T) Its ok anyway, I can still guess wat they wanna say. I think they said Kong Si Fa Cai which means Happy New Year!!! I'm I right??? Ha Ha....
So I do hope you all will have an another wonderful time on Chinese New Year! Well hey, shall I plus one more year to my age? Hmmm.... Nah, I don't think I should, lol... Wat for I have to make myself older? Hee Hee... I wanna be a big kid for longer. Forever young(^,^)!!!

By the way, I've been looking real hard for Hang Bao, but haven't got one so far. When I was a lil gal, I always became rich after CNY!!! Poor me now! But thats ok, no big deal. I'm sure I gonna get some this year at least from ma mom lah.(^,^)


Ok, enjoys and have fun everyone(^,^)

A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
when you’re fast asleep.
In dreams you will lose your heartaches,
whatever you wish for you keep.
Have faith in your dreams and someday,
your rainbow will come smiling through.
No matter how your heart is grieving,
if you keep on believing...,
the dream that you wish will come true........

Disney princesses and Barbie irrevocably deserve a special place in my heart. Last night, I was literally wide awake, so I just kept surfing the net, when suddenly, I missed the song called "You Just Like Me" from Barbie as Princess and the Pauper terribly, I therefore decided to listen to that song clip at once on Youtube.

I would say, it was a superb coincidence cuz I also viewed the song clip from Disney Cinderella as well. I was just like, OH MY GOD!!!, Cinderella is the princess in my heart, but how come, I have absolutely no idea that she has such a meaningful song ever??????? Well, not bad anyway, its probably becuz I was just a little gal at that time, and I didn't pay much attention on the meaning of her song, or sth. So yeah, i share all of you her wonderful song, and I do hope this will give a smile on ur face, and lighten up ur day, believing in your dream from the deep of your heart.

Love,
Barbie