Importance

"just when you thought that someone is important to you, you kinda Assume that you are as important to them as well. yet little signs n actions of theirs, cruelly awaken you from dreaming - you may not be as important after all..."


I guess I've always overated the importance of myself. I've always thought that people also care for me the same way I do, but not at all. I was wrong, and I am always wrong.

They keep telling me that they really love and care for me, but what they did, what they do, and what they have done do not seem so. Everything about me, what I need, what I want, what I feel, they never bring a damn. Even if I died, perhaps, they would just cry for 1 min, and not for long, I would be quickly forgotten.

With you taking me for granted, I do not mind at all, because I can't just expect people to do something good for me that I don't deserve, but please, I beg your pardon! Do not say you love and care for me if you don't or you'd better not say anything at all because it hurts me so bad to love you all the way I do, and then turn around seeing how much you don't care... Don't make promise you can't keep because you disvalue yourself and the one you gave your words to. It might be easy for you to forget, but not for me. Be real, be who you are, and stop acting so fake.
I wish I were able to read and understand people's state of mind, so that I wouldn't be having one-sided love for them. Sounds so pathetic? I hope not

"I must believe it's over now
I tell myself that I musn't cry...
My heart is aching but it never will show...
And learn to live my life again somehow
Then I won't care if you don't care for me "

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The italic part is sincerely credited to Princess Levian. Someones who put my feelings into words. Someones who makes me wanna get close, and get to know her, simply because she is something so rare, unique, but real...

With Love,
Barbie

A Perfect Description?

NOTICE! If you are a brand new visitor on my Fairy Topia Kingdom, plz do NOT read the description down there! cuz it is just a waste of time, after all. However, for those who knows me, my great friends, my classmates, my relatives, and yeah, as Princess Levian suggested anyone of you who wish to get to know me, I recommend you to read the entire description of this horoscope ^ ^ :P Well, this is NOT 100% ME, anyway *grin* but I won't deny that there're some of this horoscope that really hits the nail on the headlol... How many percent? Hmm... let just say 95% right *grin*


GEMINI WOMAN

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person.[lol.. you mean I'm good looking n intelligent? hah ha..] She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. [not really] She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. [Oh really? I've never known dat!] If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but it is NOT a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. [so mean] :-S

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She is able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bore you. She is able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. [ eh?? luckiest man alive? so silly! who's gonna say luckiest man DEAD!???] She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly and comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learns new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a “Charm” for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her night shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess. How come! you got me such a meany descriptions? :-S lol...

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. [ Seriously! You're wrong here! Heh heh...] Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic.

If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. [Er... I used to hurt someone becuz of being too straight forward :-S ]

Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally…


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Follow this link given to find our your own zodiac sign's description: Perfect Description of You Based on Your Zodiac Sign

Hourglass

"Life is just like an hourglass. There are thousands of grains of sand in the top of the sandglass, and they all pass slowly and evenly through the narrow neck in the middle. Nothing you or I could do would make more than one grain of sand pass through this narrow neck without impairing the hourglass.

You and I and everyone else are like this hourglass. When we get up in the morning, there are hundreds of tasks which we feel like we must accomplish that day, but if we do not take them one at a time, and let them pass through the day slowly and evenly as the sandglass does, then we are bound to break our own physical and mental structure."


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I know it's been awhile since I last posted something up on both pages of mine. Nothing has happened to me anyway. I just don't feel like blogging at all these last few days, but this is just a once in awhile feeling. My mood just keep running in a random notions lol... Unpredictable =) This is Barbie, you know? :P

BTW, the italic part is one of my inspiring quote which I came across the other day from the phylosophy book of mine. Honestly speaking, I just want to remind myself how the sandglass works =) but well, perhaps, some of you might somehow find it interesting as I do =)

Have a good day,

Barbie Lovers ^ ^

I watched this latest Barbie movie today, Barbie the Diamond Castle! ^ ^ Personally, I don't like this movie as much as the previous one, Barbie Mariposa ^ ^ , but oh well, everything has their ups and downs, no?

"Best friends today, tomorrow, and always..." I like this quote from this Barbie movie ^ ^ Not bad lol... ^ ^


Far away, in a land of music and magic, live two beautiful girls. Liana and Alexa are best friends who share everything-especially their love of singing. One day, while walking through the forest, the girls find a magical mirror. As they clean the mirror and sing, something amazing happens! A girl named Melody appears in the mirror's surface. Melody tells the girls about the secret of the Diamond Castle. The Diamond Castle, Melody explains, is the home of all music, where three musical muses once resided-until one evil muse, Lydia, tried to take the castle for herself.

In an act of safekeeping the other two muses entrusted the key of the Diamond Castle to Melody. And to keep the key safe from Lydia, Melody hid herself in the mirror. But now she can't get out. She needs Liana's and Alexa's help to free her from the mirror and to save the Diamond Castle. The two girls begin a journey that will take them far away from their homes. Along their way they make new friends-and foes. But will the power of friendship prevail?

Check out Barbie a Diamond Castle to find out more ^ ^ The whole new wolrd of enchanted musics is awaiting you ^ ^ Heh heh...


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BARBIE® stars as the glamorous singing diva, Eden, in a new movie based on Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol. When Eden’s tantrum skyrockets, everyone’s Christmas is soon ruined. But, luckily, Eden is visited by three magical spirits, who teach her the true meaning of Christmas...


This Barbie a Christmas Carol is set to release by this November! Oh my! So excited! ^ ^ I can't wait to see the all incredible Barbie movie seriesssss! ^ ^ Oh, hold on! I'm abit uncertain which movie is coming up next. Some said Barbie as Sleeping Beauty will be released right after Barbie the Diamond Castle, but whatever! I gonna watch them all heh heh.... ^ ^

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1/ Barbie in the Nutcracker (2001)
2/ Barbie as Rapunzel (2002)
3/ Barbie of Swan Lake (2003)
4/ Barbie as the Princess and the Pauper (2004)
5/ Barbie Fairytopia (2005)
6/ Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus (2005)
7/ Barbie Fairytopia: Mermaidia (2006)
8/ The Barbie Diaries (2006)
9/ Barbie in the 12 Dancing Princesses (2006)
10/ Barbie Fairytopia: Magic of the Rainbow (2007)
11/ Barbie as the Island Princess (2007)
12/ Barbie Mariposa (2008)
13/ Barbie and the Diamond Castle (2008)
14/ Barbie in a Christmas Carol (2008)
15/ Barbie Mariposa Gold Wand (2009)
16/ Barbie Fairytopia: Magical Twist of Time (2009)
17/ Barbie as the Sleeping Beauty (2009)
18/ Barbie as Cinderella (2009)
19/ Barbie Fairytopia: Thumbelina (2010)
20/ Barbie and the Three Princesses Sisters (2010)
21/ Barbie as the Mermaid Princess (2011)
22/ Barbie and the Magical Rainbow Princess (2011)
23/ Barbie of the Crystal River (2011)
24/ Barbie as Elisabella (2012)
25/ Barbie Snow White (2012)
26/ Barbie in the Princess and the Pea (2012)
27/ Barbie and the Secret Garden (2013)
28/ Barbie in Black Beauty (2013)
29/ Barbie and the Snow Queen (2014)
30/ Barbie and the Magic of the Crystals (2015)

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Hah hah.... 2015????? Gimme a slap on my face *slap* Lol... Do you think I can still watch Barbie in the next 7 years? *slap* Erm....

First Date With My Princess ^ ^

August 29th, 2008 at 4:30 pm at Pizza Company is one of my most memorable day! I finally got my very first date with one of my utterly sweet and adorable princess friend of mine on blogosphere. ^ ^ She is my dear Princess Ellena.




I love my princess ^ ^ See how cute my princess is? ^ ^

You know what? Everything was freakin funny like hell when I first met her face 2 face today lol... Never had I felt this awkward meeting up with new people *blushing* How come a courageous talkative princess like me was somehow became a timid speechless person? lol...

Plus, some of you, my loyal friends and readers, all know that Barbie is starkly into taking pictures, and I always get my camera along with me wherever I go. However, I wonder what made me totally forgot to take the pictures with my princess on our VERY FIRST date? *sweat* How come I was acting sh*t like that? So silly man! =,= Oh well, next time won't hurt =( Barbie will have to wait ^ ^ *grin*

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My lovely princess, Ellena, got me this very own nicely wrapped gift in pink for me today as well! Yippie! She wrapped all this up herself! Nice? ^ ^ Barbie love this loads! The golden ribbon with the cute white butterfly are just perfectly matched ^ ^ She also got the artistic glitters in twirly shape ^ ^ Oh boy! Lovely! ^ ^ So wanna know what's hidden inside? :P
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^ ^ my princess bought me a Disney Princess Belle perfume!!! I was like screaming out loud seeing this perfume of my heart ^ ^ I've been looking to buy Disney and Barbie perfume for long, and now, I got it from my princess friend ^ ^ Cool eh? :P Princess Bell perfume contains the fresh scent of sweet flowers and tart citrus ^ ^ You can wear this for any occassions ^ ^


This is her imperial letter! ^ ^ She's got a very nice handwriting! ^ ^

Thank you so much Princess for everything! ^ ^ Barbie really love the gift you got for me ^ ^ I'm so touched! Oh yea, I should also give my appreciation to Blogger as well, cuz blogging makes all this precious moments happen! ^ ^ Hope our friendship can last forever ^ ^

Lots of love,
Barbie

My Future Photo

Barbie got this Future Photo Prediction on Princess W3n
and Princess Levian's blogs. The game will determine our future photos based upon our names ^ ^


How come Barbie is a boy here? *sweat* but oh well... not bad anyhow cuz this little boy is very cute, don't you think? ^ ^ Look like he's having so much fun eh? ^ ^


What about THIS one? *nail biting* Look like er.... *nail biting* like wat? like SAND castle ^ ^ Heh heh... *grin*

A Dream That I...

Have any of you out there ever had a dream that you just don't want to wake up from? It's like you wish to stay there in your supernatural fantasy world because your dream is extremely amazing or pretty adventurous that makes you very curious to find out what's gonna happen next?

Well, I've actually had plenty of these thrilling dreams, but then =( it ended up with me waking up!!! and I was like "Oh boy! No...I wanna go back to my dream, idiot!!!" and to make it sounds more stupid, I was trying to put myself back to sleep just in attempt to continue my wonderful time dreaming! lol...

Taking my perfect dream last night as an example ^ ^ I was at my imaginary Disneyland where none of the Disneyland in reality can be taken into comparison! I was cheerfully flying across the sparkling crystal clear lake with many adorable mermaids underneath me. Everyone was all staring at my glowing pinky wings in jealousy, ^ ^ and my wings leave the dazzling magic pixies everywhere I went to. *Not exaggerated* It was real!


Erm... What else? Ha.. You know each and every princess, the female visitors, would all be given a crystal magic wand to make the dreams from their hearts come true. All the 5 Disney princesses were all alive! You can take the pictures with them or just to take your time admiring their undeniable dolly beauties! Oh my! Dang! I wonder why I didn't bring the camera along in my dream? So stupid man! =,=

Oh well, perhaps, I've watched too much Barbie movie series until I had such a crazy dream like that, but ha hah... I wouldn't mind to have this kind of dream again, cuz I feel good to fly. Free and very independent...

However, I hate to say that my unrealistic dreams are mostly cut off before the great things emerge. My magic moments is nothing afterall, but just a dream. I used to cry out loud in my dream because I was so disappointed, and continue on crying in real life! Feeling so Small and Alone...