Can I Move On?

Anyone could tell how much we people should trust virtual reality? Why is that finding the one who is closely related to talk to is this desperated? Searching for the one who share unique personality with you, the one whom you can get along with very well, the one who can manage to sit and listen to your everyday thoughts and feelings without any judgments is not as easy as it sounds. I really wish there were any people out there understand how I feel.

Well, yeah, with me writing all these gist emotions of mine down, most people would say I am an over dramatic, cynical, sadistic, or insane. Only few would say I am realistic, optimistic, and honest. I don't literally know what I want to say at all, that's why I label my post as a random one.

I've been noticing that when two people become good friends, they generally do not say so, but the rainbow of their hearts could tell that they are meant to be together in this world. Everthing is always enough and perfectly fine. For their hearts, they have never felt that they are alone at all. Any kind of simple discussion about personal stuffs becomes secrets which is practically shared willingly and unconditionally with the hope that the security of their frindship is strong enough to protect their sanctity.

When suddenly one day, they start to feel like they are gradually drifing apart. All the trust is gone, the great affection between one another is unconsciously lessen, confusion galore, and needless to say, hurt is an understatement.

So what happens when there is no trust in a relationship? When trust gone, they can just do nothing but to live in their seperate lives. After all, the matter of their choices is the only one factor to decide whether they should just walk away by ending things up like that or to find each other back and become great friends again. Unfortunately, most of the time, their egos pop up, and in the first place, they decided to let go without saying a word.

I've always remind myself that surrendering is the ridiculous things which is commonly practiced by the fools. Maybe I'm wrong to shun the realiy, but you know I'm kind of lost right now since there are lots of thing left unexplained, and it's now piled up till that it's too late to do a thing. I did give myself a try, but it is something out my control. Time quickly moves, people also keep changing, no one can ever stay the same forever, so I'm ready to move on. How well I can do? I don't know, just give me some time first :)

" Sometimes letting go is so hard, but it is easier than holding on something that isn't there." I'm I right?

Oh well, I myself don't know what I am talking about, this is just a random page of my diary. Have a nice day, everyone.